GOD is Still at Work...

"Glory to God in the highest, And on earth peace, goodwill toward men!" Luke 2:14 NKJV Peace on earth...goodwill toward men...? In looking at the condition of our world today, it is hard to envision peace & goodwill. In a world of chaos & craziness that seems completely out of control, GOD is still at work. As we walk through the heartache & pain of damaged relationships, the loss of a loved one, financial problems, family issues, etc., GOD is still at work. When life has more valleys than mountaintops and the roller-coaster ride makes it hard to hang on, GOD is still at work. Yes, I am quite aware that I am repeating myself with the phrase, "GOD is still at work." I am trying to make the point that even in the worst circumstances, GOD is still at work. He is ever present in our lives. He hasn't abandoned us in any way. He has a perfect plan for each of us. The problem is...well, us. He created us with free will--a wonderful gift that has back-fired completely on mankind. You see, He desires that we would follow Him, worship Him, need & desire Him--but, He wants us to CHOOSE Him rather than be forced to submit to Him. Forced submission equals slavery while freedom to choose equals servanthood instead. Slaves have to do whatever the master dictates. Servants choose to serve others and put the other person's needs ahead of their own. It is actually very simple--humans have complicated things by trying to have their own way rather than follow GOD's plan. Many people see the Bible as restrictive, but GOD meant it to be protective. He isn't depriving us of anything but rather is instructing us on how to have fullness and abundance in & through Him. Remember John 10:10? Here it is..."The thief does not come except to steal, and to kill, and to destroy. I have come that they may have life, and that they may have it more abundantly." We often blame GOD for the bad things in our lives when He is not the one to blame. The devil is the one who is intent on destroying us, but often our own poor decisions cause our problems. If only we could learn to live by GOD's Word...what a wonderful world it would be. If we lived life seeking GOD's Will & Plan rather than doing our own thing & making a royal mess of things, He could accomplish so much in our lives and through our lives as a witness to others. We are called to be salt & light to the world, but we are often more negative than positive, more dark than light, and any seasoning we add is too spicy for His intentions. We shoot ourselves in the foot, disgrace Him, and often repel rather than attract others. Yet, in spite of us, GOD is still at work and His goals will be accomplished with our without us. I, for one, want to be on the right team. I want to be doing His Will. I want to be reflecting His light. I want to be pointing others towards Him rather than driving them away. I want to be working with Him, rather than against Him--because if you aren't for Him, you are against Him and siding with Satan instead. There is no middle ground, no straddling the fence--there are only two sides. You are with GOD or opposing GOD with the devil and his minions. Whatever our choice, GOD is still at work... Blessings! Tony

What Happened to Thankfulness?

"Sing praise to the Lord, You saints of His, And give thanks at the remembrance of His holy name. For His anger is but for a moment, His favor is for life; Weeping may endure for a night, But joy comes in the morning." Psalm 30:4-5 NKJV It has been some time since I posted in my blog--months, as a matter of fact. Regardless, I have been giving much thought to the Thanksgiving holiday. The word "Holiday" is derived from Holy Day. Once upon a time, the world recognized days that had holy significance. It was Abraham Lincoln who originally called for setting aside a day of Thanksgiving. Who knew that a century & a half later America would be so mired in selfishness and greed that the idea of being thankful would be a foreign concept? True, as a nation, we have progressed in many ways. However, all change has not been for the better. In my lifetime, I recall there being far more patriotism, far more recognition of history, far more family-oriented entertainment and holiday gatherings, and far more worship of GOD and thankfulness for His blessings and provision. Was it all good? No, life is a process. There is pain in the process, but there is purpose in the pain. People come into our lives and people leave us, sometimes via relocation to other parts of the country & world or through physical death and entrance into their eternal reward. Sometimes, families are fractured by separation or divorce, and sometimes disagreements or poor life choices cause rifts in relationships which distance us from those we thought would always be part of our lives. Obviously, reconciliation is possible as long as both parties are living & open to the possibility. Shame is that most of the time, neither wants to be the one to initiate the needed reconciliation. When we lose someone to death, their memory can be pleasant to recall but their absence often screams and echoes in the very depth of our being. Hurt, heartache and even death are a part of living. I feel certain that those who have departed this life would not want us to mourn them to the extreme and throw ourselves into depression over their absence from this life--especially those who have entered Heaven's gates and the glorious splendor of eternity with the Lord. Weeping is short-lived but joy is eternal because the joy of the Lord is our strength. It's time that we turned the clock back and got back to the basics of life--GOD, Family and Country. We must count our blessings instead of our crosses and learn once again to treat all people with respect. While we're at it, can we take holiday one at a time & enjoy each one for what it is and what it means? Thanksgiving is a time for just that--the giving of thanks. We can't observe it properly if we are decorating for Christmas right after the Fourth of July. Take time for the holidays, especially the Holy of the holidays, and be thankful for what GOD has done in and through us while we hope for the fulfillment of His holy calling on each of our lives. Thanksgiving is the time for togetherness and celebration of GOD's goodness. He is The Great Shepherd and we are the sheep of His pasture. He wants to give us the desires of our hearts. May this Thanksgiving be a time of restoration, reconciliation, healing, wholeness, peace and thankfulness for you & yours. Blessings!

The Golden Rule...?

"Do to others as you would have them do to you." Luke 6:31 NIV Ah, The Golden Rule... This raises several questions in my mind--do we really treat people the way we ourselves would like to be treated? Are we fair? Non-judgmental? Consistent in our dealings with others? Do we forgive? Do we slander & gossip? Do we befriend the friendless? Feed the hungry? Clothe the naked? Care for widows & orphans? Are we the type of people others can come to in a time of need? And lastly, do we follow the example of Jesus? I find that in my own life, it is easy to like the likable people and especially those who are similar to us. Birds of a feather, you know. It is easy to befriend those who are the outgoing, life of the party types. It is convenient to have friends who have resources--money and material possessions that we can utilize and benefit from ourselves because they are made available to us by our friends. It is nice to have friends who are known & in high-profile positions. After all, it's not what you know but who you know that is important. Really? Is that what being a Christian is all about? I don't think so. Jesus Himself said He was the fulfillment of Isaiah's prophecy, "The Spirit of the Sovereign LORD is on me, because the LORD has anointed me to preach good news to the poor. He has sent me to bind up the brokenhearted, to proclaim freedom for the captives and release from darkness for the prisoners, to proclaim the year of the LORD's favor" Luke 4:18-19 NIV As Christians, are we not to imitate Jesus? Did Jesus not minister to the needs of the poor, heal the sick, preach to all who would listen to His message? Didn't Jesus befriend the lowly, the outcasts, the prostitutes, and thieves? Wasn't it Jesus who said it was easier for a camel to go through the eye of a needle than for a rich man to enter Heaven? Now, am I saying that we can't have money, that we can't have possessions, that to be a Christian means we have to take a vow of poverty? No, not at all. My interpretation is simply that we should treat all people the same, regardless of their social class, etc. I don't think GOD is opposed to us having things. I think He is opposed to those things having us because even seemingly good things can become an idol in our lives and interfere with our relationship with GOD. I don't think we should be friends with someone simply for what we can gain from the relationship--that makes us shallow. I also do not subscribe to the name it and claim it/prosperity teachings. I do believe GOD wants us to prosper, but I think He knows what we can handle and what will trip us up. Didn't Jesus tell us that if we are first faithful in the small things, then we'll be faithful in the larger things? (my paraphrase here) If He cannot trust us with little, He will never bless us with much. Did I take a major rabbit trail here, or what? Getting back on topic, my conclusion is that we should treat ALL people the way we ourselves would like to be treated. We cannot be the hands & feet of Jesus if we are selective in who we share Him with. We need to be inclusive rather than exclusive. We cannot show favoritism to those who have more and bypass those who have less. After all, we are all sinners on an earthly journey and heavenward bound--and we are all commissioned to bring as many with us as possible. That includes the poor, the blind, the maimed, etc. Something to think about... Blessings! Tony

The Snapshots in my Mind...

"For I know the thoughts that I think toward you, says the Lord, thoughts of peace and not of evil, to give you a future and a hope." Jeremiah 29:11 NKJV I haven't written in my blog for some time, so I decided it was time to do it again. I've had a challenging life--one where everything that could go wrong seems to have done just that. Much has plagued me lately--thoughts of all the bad choices I made along the way, thoughts of all the pain & loss in my life, things I wish I could go back & do differently--but I know that isn't possible. So, I have to accept what is in the past & live each day expecting GOD to do something great for, with or through me. Thankfully, I know that this is just a time of testing & if I remain faithful, GOD will honor my faithfulness and reward me accordingly. Still, it is as if I go through a mental photo album of my life. I have memories of my youth, which was mostly happy until I reached my teen years & began doing some seriously stupid things and making a multitude of bad choices. I have memories of my parents & grandparents, aunts & uncles, siblings, cousins, nephews & nieces, and especially of my own children as they grew up. Then of course, there's the various jobs I've held and the different homes I've lived in along the way. There are memories & regrets of a miserable failure of a marriage & memories of a wonderfully loving wife that I lost prematurely to death. There are memories of trips I've taken, places & things I've seen, people I've met along the way, experiences--both good & bad. Do I have hopes & dreams still? Yes, without a doubt! I don't profess to see into the future in any way, so that leaves me wondering at times as to what the future holds in store. I am very much a planner by nature & that trait challenges my faith at times. While I trust GOD and know that He will take care of me, that He will open and/or close doors along the way, that He will not allow anything to touch my life that is not first filtered through His hands--it is still a struggle to recite The Serenity Prayer and accept the things I cannot change and find the courage to change the things I can. Yes, along the path of my life I have attended many an AA meeting because of my past alcohol problems. Growing up, my dad always told me that hard-headed people learn things the hard-headed way. I sure worked hard to prove that because the only way I seemed to learn was by messing up & falling flat on my face. Sadly, I knew at an early age that GOD had a plan, a purpose and a calling on my life--but I refused to surrender to His way. Had I only done things His way from the start, my life would have turned out so much differently. However (and thankfully!), GOD allows detours and U-turns on the road of life and somehow, He has used even my worst failures to bring glory to Him, to shape & mold me and as a means to minister to others. He is just good like that! So, I choose to look forward instead of backward, I choose to praise rather than complain, and I choose to be used by GOD in any & all possible ways. How about you? Blessings! Tony

Love & Light or Hatred & Darkness?

"This is the verdict: Light has come into the world, but men loved darkness instead of light because their deeds were evil. Everyone who does evil hates the light, and will not come into the light for fear that his deeds will be exposed. But whoever lives by the truth comes into the light, so that it may be seen plainly that what he has done has been done through God." John 3:19-21 NIV Darkness cannot drive out the dark because darkness is simply the absence of light. Similarly, hatred cannot drive out hate because hate is the absence of love. Darkness cannot exist when there is light just like hate cannot exist where love is present. Why is it that our world today thinks the way to deal with evil is to do more evil still? Evil is the absence of good. Less than a hundred years ago, a dictator deemed an entire race of people as evil and unequal. His solution was simply to exterminate them--and he tried. Other countries of the world rose up to stop him but not before he murdered some six million men, women & children. The dictator happened to be German. Does that mean all Germans are bad? No, not at all. The victims were Jews, God's chosen people. Were they all good? No, I'm sure they weren't. Right here in the US some fifty years or so ago, black citizens were denied basic rights by white citizens who saw themselves as superior. The blacks were beaten, ridiculed & killed in a supposed effort to protect the white race. Were the blacks inferior in any way? No, they weren't. Were the whites superior because of the color of their skin? No, not by any means. Less than 20 years ago, Muslim terrorists hijacked airplanes and flew them into the World Trade Center Towers in New York City in an act of holy gihad against the evil Empire of the United States of America. Are all Muslims murderers? No, I happen to personally know people of the Muslim faith who are peace-loving people. You see, evil presents itself in many ways. A person's race or nationality doesn't determine if he or she is good or bad, that person's heart is the determining factor. We all have the capacity for good & evil. Senseless acts of terror are committed on a daily basis. Most of us tend to associate mostly with those we see as like us in most respects. We fear what appears different or what we don't understand. Could it be that Satan uses these perceived differences to create fear and cause mankind to teach hatred instead of love? I'm a Christian man. I'm supposed to live a life above reproach, a life of good character, of integrity and above all, a life of love. If I pass judgement on a person becasue of his/her skin color or ethnic or religious background, am I living a life of love or am I perpetuating the cycle of hatred that has been prevalent for centuries? Seriously, what would Jesus do? Something to think about... Blessings! Tony

Let Go of the Past!

"Forget the former things; do not dwell on the past. See, I am doing a new thing! Now it springs up; do you not perceive it? I am making a way in the desert and streams in the wasteland."Isaiah 43:18-19 Time sure passes quickly nowadays--it is New Year's Eve again. As we close the door on 2014 & look back on the year that is now past, let's be grateful for the good & relish in our accomplishments. Let us also accept the negative & learn from it as we move forward into a New Year, a new chapter in life. New Year's is a time for reflection, but it is also a time of anticipation. 2014 is done, with whatever it brought with it. For some--like myself, it was a year of change and a year of challenge. For others, it was a year of loss & mourning. For others, it was a good and prosperous year. And for others still, it brought a mixed bag of both good & bad. I saw the end of an era in my own life when I was released/retired on disability from AT&T because of back issues. My season working in telecommunications was good to me. It afforded me much, allowed me to raise & provide for my children & provided me with a means to take care of my wife during her illness and bury her upon her death. After many years, my heart was no longer there & I found my work meaningless & mundane. As that door closed, GOD saw fit to open a door for me to work in the ministry of Teen Challenge, where I had been working part-time for the past couple of years & found very rewarding. My income changed dramatically, but GOD is making provision for me daily and I have no reason to doubt He will continue to do so. My Social Security Disability was denied but is still possible. My attorney is diligently working to secure it for me and I know that it is part of GOD's plan for my life, it will happen & if not--well, I don't want it. I only want what it is GOD desires for me. I've learned that if I try to run ahead & help Him--I tend to make a royal mess of things. It is best to wait on Him. My life isn't what I thought it would be but regardless of that, I am blessed. I'm looking forward to what GOD has in store for me in 2015. I'm open to His Will & want nothing else. Many think I should be in a serious relationship--I' not opposed to it, but not seeking it. Many think I should move elsewhere--I will if GOD so leads. Many think they know what it best for my life--I trust GOD alone. Many think some of the things I do are completely nuts--they might be, but Jesus was seen as a radical & if I am imitating Him--maybe I need to be radical as well. Let us all bid farewell to 2014 and move into 2015 with a positive attitude & great expectations. "Be very careful, then, how you live--not as unwise but as wise, making the most of every opportunity, because the days are evil. Therefore do not be foolish, but understand what the Lord's will is. Do not get drunk on wine, which leads to debauchery. Instead, be filled with the Spirit. Speak to one another with psalms, hymns and spiritual songs. Sing and make music in your heart to the Lord, always giving thanks to God the Father for everything, in the name of our Lord Jesus Christ." Ephesians 5:15-20 Let us look forward rather than backward. We will only stumble in in our attempts to move forward if we are looking behind us instead of before us. My prayer is that 2015 is a year of blessings for us all and that we will conduct ourselves in such a way as to point others towards the cross of Christ. Blessings! Tony

My CHRISTmas Wish...

"...I urge you to live a life worthy of the calling you have received. Be completely humble and gentle; be patient, bearing with one another in love. Make every effort to keep the unity of the Spirit through the bond of peace. There is one body and one Spirit--just as you were called to one hope when you were called--one Lord, one faith, one baptism; one God and Father of all, who is over all and through all and in all." Ephesians 4:1b-6 NIV I'm opinionated. I know it. Most of my friends & family know it well also. Here goes... CHRISTmas has become so overly commercialized that for all practical purposes, it has completely changed what people see as CHRISTmas. While there is nothing wrong with gathering with loved ones & exchanging gifts, it is my opinion that we've bought Satan's lie. We see the holidays as a time to celebrate, a time to party, a time for gluttony & drunkenness--a time for Santa and his elves and sleighs & reindeer--a time for anything & everything except what it originally celebrated--the birth of Christ. As Christians, we are expected to be tolerant of everything, everybody, & every behavior. However, no one is asked to be tolerant of us, of our beliefs, of our morals and especially of our Bible-based opinions about wrong & right. Granted, it is not our place to police the world. It is not our place to judge the world. However, it is our place to tell the world of a loving GOD Who sent His One & Only Son into this cruel world to serve as a sacrifice, an atonement for the sins of mankind. At CHRISTmas, we celebrate the beginning of that earthly, solitary, sinless life that was GOD Incarnate, Jesus Christ. How about we all put our judgements, our prejudices, our cultures aside and learn to love one another, to accept one another--regardless of race, regardless of nationality, regardless of religious background, regardless of denomination. Unity is what it's about. Our country is made of of the melding together of the multitudes of the world. We have much to be proud of. At the same time, we have much to be ashamed of. We are still a nation divided. After many years of racial unrest, for the most part we still segregate ourselves along ethnic lines. Even in our Houses of Worship, we separate ourselves as predominately caucasian churches, predominately black churches, predominately hispanic churches, predominately asian churches--I think you get the idea. On top of that, we separate ourselves by denomination--there are Baptist churches, Methodist Churches, Pentecostal churches, Catholic churches, etc., etc., etc. I fully believe each church exists to reach a certain segment of society that only that body can minister to. There is nothing wrong there. What is wrong is that churches act as if they are in competition with one another. They point their boney finger of righteous indignation towards one another & speak ill of pastors, churches, denominations or complete races of people. Somehow, I can't see this as the spotless church, the bride that awaits the Return of Christ. Let's learn to love and accept one another, faults and all, and come together in a spirit of unity for the cause of Christ. We are not fighting one another. Together, we should be standing against the god of this world and sharing the message of hope and love with a world bound for Hell. This is the cause for which Jesus was born, for which He died. It'd be nice to honor the season of His birth by living in a spirit of love--the love that compelled GOD to give the greatest gift of all. "For God so loved the world that he gave his one and only Son, that whoever believes in him shall not perish but have eternal life." John 3:16 GOD has a plan, a purpose for every life He creates. We squander His precious gifts and spend our time on earth quarreling and fighting amongst ourselves when we are called to be a people of peace--especially during this season of peace. While it'd be nice to make it a year-round thing, the CHRISTmas season is a good place to start. Let us truly love one another without regard to our differences. This is my CHRISTmas Wish. Something to think about.. Blessings! Tony